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On my knees

I’m on my knees  Hoping you can forgive me  I know I did you wrong  But I thought that you loved me.   
I’m on my knees.  Allowing you to use me  You know I don’t deserve this  And I know that you love me.   
I’m on my knees  You’re standing over me.  Staring down at who you think I am  As you think that you won’t love me.   
I’m on my knees  My eyes staring down  My head facing the ground  As you say that you hate me.   
I’m on my knees  Watching through the window  As you drink away the life we knew  And you try to tell yoursel

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you've Got A FriendWhen life gets you down  And you are feeling discouraged  Always remember  That you’ve got a friend.   
When things aren’t going right  And you only see the bad  Always remember  That you’ve got a friend.   
When someone makes you sad  And you don’t know what to say  Always remember  
That you’ve got a friend.   
When there seems to be no hope  And you want to just give up  Always remember  
That you’ve got a friend.   
 
I’m ready and willing to be here for you. I hope you get better soon. I luff yew, Babe. you've Got A Friend
in Open on 2/4/07
The Hunted Chapter 15The Hunted  Chapter 15   
 
 Darek stirred once more. Dante didn’t want to leave his side, but it had been so long since they had last eaten. She needed to go and find food for them. After all, this was her father’s sanctuary. Surely he had some loose humans waiting around for him to play a hunting game with.   Dante told Tahl of her plans, requesting that he stay and watch Darek. She knew that Darek would be vulnerable if her father showed up, so she wanted Tahl there, to protect him.  Dante flew as fast as her wings could carry her without slamming her into one of the dark walls. It felt as though she The Hunted Chapter 15
in Fantasy on 2/3/07
NeedsI need a new space to think.  I need a new person to hold.  I need a new song to sing.  I need a new life to lead.   
He needs a new a brain to think.  He needs a new girl in his life.  He needs a new reason to live.  He needs a new life to lead.   
I found a new space to think  Its in his arms.  He found a new brain to think.  It was inside him all along.   
I found a new person to hold.  It was him I needed most.  He found a new girl in his life.  He found new reasons to boast.   
I found a new song to sing.  It’s happy together.  H Needs
in Open on 2/3/07
ScaredScared to think  Scared to speak   
Scared to breathe  Scared to hold my breath   
Scared to believe  Scared to pray   
Scared to live  Scared to die   
Scared to act  Scared to be mobile   
Scared to express  Scared to hide   
Scared to be angry  Scared to cry   
Scared to hold on  Scared to be swayed   
Scared to watch  As you walk away. Scared
in Open on 2/3/07
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The mess inside me

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 8, 2007, 9:15 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: meself think
  • Reading: twilight
  • Watching: no one add me on MSN
  • Playing: chuzzles
  • Eating: notta
  • Drinking: waters
Yuppers..there's definitely something weird going on in my head right now. I just don't know why.
I mean, I was happy, wasn't I? I think I know happiness when I see it. And then I realized that I felt as though I was settling for something that was less...I dont know...just weird.

I've been talking to my two closest about this (=miseryunknown and =ahollowvoice) and even a little to =FallenAngelOA, trying to figure everything out.

They helped me a lot more than I could ever know.
I think it's time for a break.
I need to be me for a while.
No, I'm not breaking from dA.
It's more a break from something in my more imediate life.
I don't want to spoil tomorrow, but it looks like I will have too.
It's what I need right now..it's a rough time.

Thanks for the support of everyone that means so much to me.
I love you all.
:hug:s for =ahollowvoice, =miseryunknown, and =FallenAngelOA, as well as my newest bestest friend ~Look-Familiar. Thank you all for being there.
Talk to you all soon.
Oh yeah..I LOVE YOU LISSA BUT YOUR NAME HAS TO MANY ODDLY PLACED CAPITALS!!!!!!! :glomp:

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  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: Somewhere, Texas
  • Interests: music, art, writing mostly
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Pop
  • Favourite artist: zuzu123 :D
  • Favourite poet or writer: Nora Roberts
  • Favourite photographer: meself :D
  • MP3 player of choice: my Zune
  • Skin of choice: my own oO
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero II
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation dos
  • Favourite cartoon character: Woodstock
  • Personal Quote: A full chat room means nothing when everyone is silent

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~not-so-unaffected:iconnot-so-unaffected: 3 days 19 hours ago
you are very welcome. i loved that picture!!

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What's your story?
~nycken:iconnycken: Aug 10, 2008, 10:16:23 PM
Thanks for fave! :D

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Math 1%
Remembering 4%
English 10%
Sewing 17%
Crafting 18 %
Cooking 10 %
Computer 15%
Drawing 25 %

That’s my ability… T________T
~not-so-unaffected:iconnot-so-unaffected: Aug 4, 2008, 2:27:01 PM
Your Welcome :)

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*serenitysteph:iconserenitysteph: Jul 30, 2008, 5:15:21 PM
hey thank you sooo much for the fave :)

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without dreams, there's no life
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~TrueLover380:iconTrueLover380: Nov 10, 2007, 4:01:53 PM Mood: Cheerful
hiya! Great deviants!!! I saw u on friday! Congrats!
~Link-ate-his-sword:iconLink-ate-his-sword: Aug 30, 2007, 12:11:40 PM
You have been invited to ~thatperson's WB party!!
Come to #WBthatperson for information.

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~LittleSpiker05:iconLittleSpiker05: Jul 9, 2007, 5:12:49 PM
Honestly? I don't know why things all fell apart. I think it's just cause everyone changed and they pretty much all hate each other. I'll tell you the whole story in a note if you want.

But anyway, Sean pretty much isn't talking to anyone anymore. And there's more to that too.

So yah. ILY, ttyl.

<3 Marisa

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Screaming HALLELUJAH.
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~LittleSpiker05:iconLittleSpiker05: Jul 6, 2007, 4:20:37 AM
JAYMEE!!!!!! WHERE ARE YOU?? I MISS YOUUUUUUUU!!!

So yah. I think we're all kinda falling apart. Everyone on dA it seems is just kinda...different. Everyone's just not a close as before.

Please come back. We all love you and miss you, sooo much. You're not even on MSN anymore. We're worried and sad and lonely and missing you. [At least, I am]

Anywho, comment back whenever you get this. That way we know you were here.

I love you Jay-mee. :heart: :hug:

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Screaming HALLELUJAH.
*StArBrItE2NiTe:iconStArBrItE2NiTe: Jul 3, 2007, 10:39:46 PM
JAMI I MISS YOU SO FREAKING MUCH. :cries:


WHENEVER YOU'RE LEAVE ME A COMMENT SO I KNOW THAT YOU WERE ON..OR SOMETHING. D:


I LOVES YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. <33333333333333333
~steelbender:iconsteelbender: May 14, 2007, 8:52:00 PM
Hiya :D :glomp: i gots a funny hair Cut!! and i don't no why i had to tell you that! =D

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:lol: :beer: Steelbender
:love: :heart: Kendra
:unimpressed: :absolut: Juin-Kejskovlaan
:hmm: :gun: VaughnS
:greetings: :pepsi: Eli-Othniel
:nerd: :coke: inuyasha1771

:teevee: " I'LL END YOU!
~not-so-unaffected:iconnot-so-unaffected: May 1, 2007, 2:54:01 PM
Miss you too loverly :hug:

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=ahollowvoice:iconahollowvoice: Mar 19, 2007, 10:03:08 AM Mood: Sadness
miss you :(

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"I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl..." -Elliott Smith
"Movie rain is just water in a pipe." -Hey Mercedes
=Look-Familiar:iconLook-Familiar: Feb 27, 2007, 1:58:27 PM
:hug: <---because I wanted to

:glomp: <--because I can

:heart: <--because I care

:)
=FallenAngelOA:iconFallenAngelOA: Feb 25, 2007, 1:28:44 AM
You have no idea how badly I miss you on MSN and around dA, Jami. I hope you will show up again soon..

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He looked at the sky to ask, "Why?" And he never looked up again.

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~not-so-unaffected:iconnot-so-unaffected: Feb 13, 2007, 8:52:47 PM
nice to meet you

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~foxxy-girl:iconfoxxy-girl: Feb 11, 2007, 5:48:03 PM
you wanted to meet me well i'm FDNT's gf =^.^=

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[link] <<<<so fuking funny :laughing:

"Believe in happy thoughts, then you can do anything"
~steelbender:iconsteelbender: Feb 11, 2007, 12:06:27 PM
;-; ya there is... Seen him a note telling him i have changed

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:lol: :beer: Steelbender
:love: :heart: Kendra
:unimpressed: :absolut: Juin-Kejskovlaan
:hmm: :gun: VaughnS
:greetings: :pepsi: Eli-Othniel
:nerd: :coke: inuyasha1771

:teevee: " I'LL END YOU!
~Whalelover4ever:iconWhalelover4ever: Feb 10, 2007, 3:14:15 PM
ty for friends :hug:

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All we have to decide is what to do with the time given to us ~Tolkien
~not-so-unaffected:iconnot-so-unaffected: Feb 9, 2007, 11:33:46 PM
:nod: Im the same way..I cant draw, but writing comes so easily. :hug:

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~not-so-unaffected:iconnot-so-unaffected: Feb 9, 2007, 11:33:22 PM
:giggle: Not much I can do about it.

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~Tyrant528:iconTyrant528: Feb 9, 2007, 3:36:23 PM
Thank you for the favs =) I think I'm a better writer overall than artist...though I'm never gonna stop drawing!

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Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory.

Guy 1: What do you mean he's dead?!
Guy 2: His spirit has left and his stench remains, does that answer your question?
~steelbender:iconsteelbender: Feb 8, 2007, 10:10:04 PM
i miss ahollowvoice... :(

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:beer: :beer: :beer: :beer:

:lol: :beer: Steelbender
:love: :heart: Kendra
:unimpressed: :absolut: Juin-Kejskovlaan
:hmm: :gun: VaughnS
:greetings: :pepsi: Eli-Othniel
:nerd: :coke: inuyasha1771

:teevee: " I'LL END YOU!
~not-so-unaffected:iconnot-so-unaffected: Feb 7, 2007, 4:22:22 PM
well im watching your other two IDS arent I haa
Your welcome

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